now off to buy some more lottery tickets sign of desperation i used to think playing the lottery

now off to buy some more lottery tickets sign of desperation i used to think playing the lottery, well it probably is a sign of desperation, but, for a few pounds it is probably worth a shot, you never know as the saying does, the  euro millions is about 135 million this friday, which is mega money, so will get some tickets for that draw, and cross my fingers, would be life changing  just to win 1 million, shame they  cant lower  the odds and make it  easier to win like a million, instead of  just one person or a few people winning  big, i am getting desperate at life so will try the lottery, not that keen on the scratchcards though, prefer the main lotto draws over buying scratchcrads though, might buy one of those while i am at it as well, just think of all the things could do with a million pounds, i would be careful as well, not just waste it away carelessly like some winners have done, all what if's though have to win the thing first.